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I'm married, Im a manager at Victoria's Secert, love my dogs, and I graduated from ABC to be a Biblical counselor

Sunday, February 10, 2013

We get stuff done

How does one have her cake and eat it to? Can it even be done? I think so, to a point. There is a way to be fab and diva without being rude and a bitch. I think I've proven this. I've been a high performer at my job without sucking up or stepping on people. I do this by sticking to the following:

1. Be fierce, intense but fair
2. Develop people to be smarter than me
3. Open communication, not one sided but real street
4. Assume positive intent, not everyone is out to get me
5. Never get bored, be self aware if I get bored its time to mix things up and reboot


Monday, January 14, 2013

Bread of life




As I was giving the conversation a week or so ago I stated that god never gives up on humanity. After church someone asked me but what about the flood or if we choose to walk away.

Fair question.

Which I responded with 2 things
1. I don't see the Old Testament as god breathing fire and wrath on his people rather the people of the time and their viewpoint of who and what they thought god was
2. Even if you see all these happening as gods direct reflect..he still soared Noah. So humanity as a whole he doesn't give up.


As I have thought and studied more on the subject I have still arrived at the same conclusion:
Jesus doesnt give up on humanity.   
- religious leaders 
-Judas
-Us
I cant tell you how many conversations we had with people this last week. That you dont have to live in guilt and condemnation. It wasnt like we handed them a track and started quoting verses...no this all came up in natural conversation with multiple people. people are seeking and they dont know that they can give up the control, the bitterness, the hate, the guilt. that has all been put to death and now its time to live. 
- From the beginning Adam and Eve he could of easily said well that escalated quickly lets just start over no. Even after they mess up God says im still here, he makes them clothes and still talks to them. He doesnt throw them out on the street and remain in Eden. no he follows us. Even though sin was raging he saves noah to continue the beautiful story of humanity and tells him how to build a cruise ship to save them and the animals cause Gods an animal lover. David lies cheats steals kills and yet a man after Gods on own heart and i could stand up here all day and give you all examples in the bible and outside the bible that will show you that no matter what happens God doesnt abandon his people...ever... we might try to abandon him but he says this is part of the story. Hes still there.
so if you dont take away anything else from this morning please listen to me when I say God has more for you. Whatever you are seeking he wants to give it  to you in abundance. Peace, happiness, restoration....he wants to give you the bread of life.

Sunday, January 6, 2013

Justice


I've heard it said they'll get what's coming to them.....
But what if its not in the way you think? I have nothing to back this up but what if god just takes all that stuff away. Instead of repaying the evil with wrath we have created in our mind but instead  that he took away all the hurt, the suffering, and tally marks? We feel that we have to repay....but justice is making everything right. Wrath vs reconciliation. What if he just takes it all away and restores both parties..just something to think about before we begin to harbor bitterness  in the name of Jesus....that's dangerous 

Because in the upside down kingdom it is not an eye for an eye but rather
 for every hurt a loving embrace 
 For every death a sea of peace
For every pain a song of joy 

Thursday, January 3, 2013

A song I wrote



What would you do if the world ended today
Would you look back and say you did all you could do
Or would you laugh a littler longer cry more tears
 Maybe even have one more beer
Wish upon another shooting star in the sky 

Peace like a river

People live life as time can be used again 
They don't know that people can be gone in a flash 
Don't say what they really think 
But I bet that thought never even crossed your mind 
Tell em that you love them and they mean the world to you


Love like an ocean

One day you hear those cruel words
Here one moment in your arms and gone the next
As they lower her into the ground wind blows (skip)
dirt hits the ground 
Start to even wonder what your own souls worth 



Joy  like an fountain

What would you do if your life ended today
Would you look back and say you didn't do all you could do
Or would grab deaths hand give him a kiss 
Start the long stroll towards eternal blissful 
Never even looking  back to try to say  goodbye

Peace 

Monday, December 10, 2012

Love so much it hurts




Jesus is god he needs no defense 
Loved us so much. The people he created that now want to kill him, so he wants to die for them to save them.

God never gives up on humanity. No matter what. It can't be forced. God loves us so much that he gives us freedom. 

Give each other a chance, he gave you more than one 

Wednesday, November 7, 2012

Casting my vote for the common good

Just a few thoughts around politics and personal application.

How does the shift in the presidency personally change your daily living?

A good friend of mine said it perfect "when we wake up on Wednesday morning, no matter who wins, we are still going to have a great country, we are still going to have our families, and we are still going to have hope. And no matter who you vote for, I will still count you as my friend and a valuable person in my life." He sees the bigger picture here. 

Will you treat your neighbor different, love your family any less, stop doing good for the kingdom? I would hope not. Why over invest energy in all the hoopla when you could use that energy for doing good. Not saying don't share your opinions. I just wish that some of my friends who express these spurts of passion would take that passion and do something with it. Some are excited, some are angry,y some think the end of the world is coming. Wherever you fall in this thought process would you please do something beside just post on social media? Yes, of course I want to hear you and value your stand point, but if the place your passion ends is the keyboard of your laptop or iphone we have a problem.

If you don't like the fact that we have options move. I do hear Canada is quite nice this time of year. It's interesting to me that Christians don't want the government telling them what do, yet they want to tell the government what to do. What about equality? Then we have someone trying to do things that are good, but the way they are trying to accomplish them completely aren't your way so you bash them?  Wow, how dare someone want to help the poor, give rights to those who people often mistreat and try to provide care for the sick. Then again people didn't like Jesus either.


I didn't vote for Obama. I didn't vote for Romney. Just as you had your right to vote I had my right not to. I've had the good for yous and the you're so un-american comments. I'm just not at a place where I'm compelled to vote. Maybe it's because of the state I live in or the fact I can't vote from my phone...seriously can someone please get on that? At the end of the day there needs to be some common ground to unite on and fight for what is right. What did Jesus ask us to do? Love others (don't think it said they had to be a certain party,race or religion), respect and live peaceably with others when possible, help the poor, take in the orphans and widows, and do all this without  expecting anything in return.

So, I'm casting my vote. My vote is to the common good. My vote is to those who don't have a voice. My vote is to stop bitching about problems and come up with solutions that will help those who can't help themselves. My vote is to live my life the best I know how.....in love




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Wednesday, October 24, 2012

Perfect

10. Everybody gets to play

It goes back to the idea that yes we will love people in-spite of who they are or after they accept all of our rules. But there is no application process with God he accepts us and walks with us through of journey. We are apart of ensuring everyone get to taste and see...

john 3:16-17 This is how we’ve come to understand and experience love: Christ sacrificed his life for us. This is why we ought to live sacrificially for our fellow believers, and not just be out for ourselves. If you see some brother or sister in need and have the means to do something about it but turn a cold shoulder and do nothing, what happens to God’s love? It disappears. And you made it disappear.


Every time I think of this passage I think of Pinks song "perfect"

Made a wrong turn, Once or twiceDug my way out, Blood and fireBad decisions, That's alrightWelcome to my silly life

Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstoodMiss "no way, it's all good", It didn't slow me downMistaken, Always second guessing
 Under estimated, Look, I'm still around


Pretty, pretty pleaseDon't you ever, ever feelLike your less than Fuckin' perfect.Pretty, pretty pleaseIf you ever, ever feelLike your nothingYou're fuckin' perfect to me.
You're so mean,When you talk, About yourself, You are wrong.Change the voices, In your headMake them like you Instead.
So complicated,Look happy, You'll make it!Filled with so much hatredSuch a tired game.It's enough, I've done all I can think ofChased down all my demons, I've seen you do the same.
Oh, Pretty, pretty pleaseDon't you ever, ever feelLike your less than fuckin' perfect.Pretty, pretty pleaseIf you ever, ever feelLike your nothingYou're fuckin' perfect to me.

The whole world stares so I swallow the fear,The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer.So cool in line and we try, try, try,But we try too hard, it's a waste of my time.Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhereThey don't like my jeans, they don't get my hairWe change ourselves and we do it all the time

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